Monday, 8 June 2026

It's hard to keep going

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I'm starting to genuinely struggle with sleep and constant fevers. I feel like my muscles are degenerating as time passes by lack of nutrition and severe fevers, not mention that I just can't find a reasonable way to put myself as sleep anymore.

The issue of me not sleeping is i end up writing more and more code and it will keep getting worst.


Lord help me.

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5 comments:

  1. > The issue of me not sleeping is i end up writing more and more code and it will keep getting worst.

    If Micro$lop wants to screw you over like this, then this is exactly their point—they want you to write more code, but they still *want* you to lose sleep over it by constantly shitting on you. In other words, they want to make your life the hardest.

    Do you happen to know anyone who works security for anyone but Micro$lop? Try asking them for some support, get your physical health taken care of before anything else.

    Remember: Micro$lop doesn't care about you anymore. But there's still hope elsewhere.

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  2. Also LOL I didn't get the Chainsaw Man reference on your PFP until I saw this image... got why you said ironically you didn't watch chainsaw man in a previous post.

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  3. Question: You said "Next patch tuesday will have a big surprise for you Microsoft. And remember, I never failed to deliver a promise." in a previous post, said nothing will be released in June in another one, and then mentioned Bitskrieg... are you trying to set Micro$lop up with weird expectations so it becomes even more funny and suprising

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  4. Why is your nutrition shite though?

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  5. Dude, i follow what you do, as do many other people. Noone gets any gratification when you let yourself suffer, except those who want to see you suffer. Make sure your primary needs are met. Sleep, food and basic security are not optional for any of us.

    If you need assistance, i am pretty sure dropping a link to your Venmo or any other way of supporting you will make sure you don't have to suffer, and no one would even dare to call you a sellout. Accepting assistance when needed is an important skill.

    Look out for yourself.

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It's hard to keep going

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